Memories Blackout

All of a sudden, this feeling just came to me.
It's kind of weird but weird enough for me to think.
I don't know how could this happened when i never taught of this before.
I don't even know when this started, when i don't even know when it's coming.
I don't know why , when this is not what I ever taught could happened to me.
While browsing back through my memories, smiles on my faces of happiness.
Then followed by sadness, and tears and slowly turn into anger.
But this is life, a life which was awarded with love.
For once and for all, it's my LIFE.